Open to get your first teaser for Book IV 💥

I’m so excited to finally have this book, the third of the Blood & Ancient Scrolls series, in its final form. Blood Eternal has been on a real journey. 

I first wrote it when I was under contract for three books to my previous publisher. You know, the horrible one. I had to write this book knowing that I would get no support in marketing it, and that even my editor did not understand or appreciate my writing. I felt very alone as I was writing it, and threw myself into the story for the escapism of it just as much as any reader.

Blood Eternal was the most challenging thing I’d written to date, especially the central story at the literal and figurative heart of the book: the origin story of the am’r.

I won’t say I didn’t feel the challenge, but I held myself open to it, and the story just poured out of me and now when I look back on it, it’s hard to imagine there was ever a time that story was not written, there are truths in it that are universal truths, and it feels almost like a real history that I uncovered, not created.

So there was joy in writing it, as well as stress and loneliness. But as soon as it was done, the editor at the former company tried to force me to just accept all her edits without having input (and she had given me very flawed edits in the past, including changing words to ones that meant the exact opposite (in Blood Ex Libris, she changed “voluptuous” to “slender”!!!) and in this book she had chopped my sentences down with no aesthetic sense at all – to the point that some no longer made any sense. She threatened that she was going to just throw out my revision after her edits, and I had to take it to the boss of the company to save my book from that.

My book was published, and no one in the world took notice except the few fans I’d already built up on the strength of the writing. (And thank you [you know who you are!] for sticking around through that and the years since!)

Then I was done with meeting the obligations of the contract, and could finally begin the legal process of having my rights reverted to me, which leads directly to where we are now!

You will remember that Blood Eternal was first Blood Ad Infinitum, and was part of the two books who had their titles changed last year, in an effort to reduce confusion—some people assumed the books were not written in English, because they didn’t recognize the Latin in the titles—and increase readership.

I wrote all about the painful process during the renaming of Blood Demands, and Blood Eternal was only slightly less intense and stressful a process, but now, finally, the listings online seem to be starting to be corrected, and just at the same time, the paperbacks have made their way to me so I can do signed copies for people!

Finally, finally, this book is in a finished place, and ready to start getting the reads it deserves.

Post-Op News

You may notice this is a longer email than that last one: I can type again! Once the cast came off (a week and half after surgery), I am now able to get the right angle to actually type with my left hand again (and thumbs are not used much in typing) so at least that terrible roadblock to productivity is gone.

To be honest, I was in a pretty bad place when I got out last week’s newsletter. I went into surgery completely ignorant, and had actually thought I’d be functional again within a few days of the procedure. But when I wrote that newsletter I was only able to sit at the computer for a couple hours, and then I wobbled unsteadily back to bed.

But the first few days after the surgery were a true ordeal, as they hadn’t given me strong enough pain medication, and my immediate post-op pain was not managed well at all. Also, I was really woozy and unsteady (not just because of the pain medication), and barely able to care for myself, never mind care for Archie. I had to get in an emergency dog-walker, and I leaned far too heavily on the people I live with. Lesson learned: if I ever get surgery again, I will book a home healthcare nurse for the three days immediately post-op (and a dog walker in advance!) so that I can get actual adequate care from a professional. File it under “lessons learned the hard way”—which I have far too many of in my life, sigh.

I am good now, however. The healing is going slowly of course, but the pain is manageable, and I start official PT today. (I’ve been doing prescribed exercises 6 times a day already. They hurt, but I do them.) And I have been able to cook dinners, can now walk the dog by myself (it took over a week to get there!), and type out newsletters for you!

I am stuck in business tax prep this week (Wheee!) but I am hopeful that after the taxes are done and dusted for the year, I can finally get into finishing that novella .. which I have officially decided will simply be titled That Lesbian Vampire Pirate Story—not just because I can’t think of anything else, but because now everybody is demanding it 😂

Although a friend of mine pointed out the other night that the perfect portmanteau of “vampirates” is just waiting to be used, so I am now claiming that term and will be using it henceforth. You heard it here first, baby!

That novella already has cover art done, so expect a cover release in March, at the very least!

Strong female characters and a teaser for Book IV… 💥

International Women’s Day was on Saturday March 8th . If you did not see the cool image I posted to socials, here it is:

Kick-ass female characters from Blood Ex Libris, Blood Demands, & Blood Triad

This is the first time this image of Araceli (who is a reader favorite, and also the reason I get bitched out by almost everyone who reads Blood Demands…)

The backstory here is that the original cover had Noosh in her blood-soaked glory dead center, and then relevant faces were going to surround her: Bagamil, Araceli, Lope, and our Baddies Orélie, and Julio Popper. Each face was drawn amazingly by Kwasi…but the cover was just too damn busy, and once they were taken out, it was magically perfect. So I’ve had all those faces waiting for the right moment for other little things, and it was time to feature Araceli.

As you know, my books feature strong female characters. I’ve been an angry lil’ feminist since nursery school. There was one day that my father came in to help out (all parents were encouraged to do so several times a year, but not a lot of fathers did, back in the day) and it was a day where we were playing this dumbass game where the boys marched around as soldiers, and the girls stayed together and made a big pot of soup for the hungry soldiers. (I think it was imaginary soup, but whatever.) My dad was tasked to lead the soldiers—and I wanted to be a soldier! I was told I could not be, and I had to make soup because I was a girl.

The feminist fire that started in my belly that day has never died down.

I might be smiling here, but trust I was about to get on a Hot Wheel and drive with feminist road rage 😉

I have had a complaint (from author Chaz Brenchley) that I have not had enough female villains in my books. (Although who can forget Bat Bitch?) I took it to heart, and you can expect the Big Bad in Book IV to be both female and our scariest villain so far! This is the official first teaser for the book!

Also, That Lesbian Vampire Pirate Story is going to introduce you to a bunch of characters you’ll be hanging out with (or desperately fighting) in “Book IV Vampirates Galore” (now my new working title 😂) In fact, all the short stories that have come out and are about to come out are introducing characters from the upcoming novel. That’s the one silver lining from this novel taking much longer than expected to be written, is that I can build up the side characters in advance, so that readers can be delighted to bump into characters they have already met when they finally read the novel.

OK, my wrist is getting sore (thumb surgery impacts a much larger area than just the thumb), so I’m gonna call it quits for today. But stay tuned for more exciting news as the Blood & Ancient Scrolls series finally starts rolling again, now that the retitling project is finally complete! 🏆


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Thrilling Results of the Villaintine’s Vote! 💘

So the newsletter this week is being transcribed because it turns out that I cannot type with the cast on after my surgery that happened last week…

For those of you who didn’t keep up on social media, I went in to get surgery on my left hand. And it was quite exciting. I’ve been dealing with the excitement of Post-Op ever since. I had assumed I would be able to type, with my fingers being free. That I could keep up with work, you know, as soon as I could sort of stumble out of bed. But in actuality, the way the cast is set, I cannot get my fingers down onto the keys. So minor hiccup, and one I hope that I can figure out some workarounds in the next 4 weeks in which this cast is on…

This really sucks

I don’t like the transcription because it really slows me down. And honestly, the pain levels are distraction, and my frustration levels are high. So this week’s newsletter will be short.

The exciting results for the Valentines 2025 poll are in and here they are:

I think you guys chose wisely! And it’s clear you can’t wait to meet Lady Ruthven!

I’m delighted to say there’s another exciting bit of news.

In the last letter newsletter, I sent out an update on the story “Finding Bela Lugosi,” and it turns out that one of the awesome readers of this newsletter actually works in the music rights industry, and was able to give me some more information heading towards me actually getting the rights to use the song Belo Lugosi’s dead in that story‼️

Hopefully in the next newsletter there will be news letting you know when that story will be put into your hot lil hands! (Also hopefully I will have found a better way to work around my cast!)


Here’s a video on my thoughts on the mustache in Nosferatu. This obviously is a vital piece of discussion in the world that we’re living in today. And so you know, please make time for it 😉

I’m really just going to be on the down low for the next few weeks. I’m on some pretty heavy duty painkillers and it’s slowing my roll pretty considerably. So, as always, please just keep recommending the series to friends and family and asking for them to be carried at your local library and local bookstores, and I will on my end be figuring out how to type as fast as I can, and in the meantime, spinning up story ideas in my head and getting them ready to roll for you to enjoy.

I just wanted to say thank you so much for being such great newsletter readers. It means so much to me that so many of you actually read the newsletter. I try every two weeks to make it be a newsletter you actually do want to open, but the fact that you DO and that so many of you participate in the polls and in all of that silly stuff I put in here, it just means so much to me and I just want you to know that you are the best newsletter readers that an author could hope for, and I really value and appreciate you! 🥰🥰🥰


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It’s Villaintine’s Day! ❤️‍🔥

Happy Villaintine’s Day! 💘⚔️❤️‍🔥

It’s the moment you’ve all been waiting for: the annual vote for the best Villaintine Card!

Here are your choices:

Option 1: “Let me take a stab at being your valentine…”

Option 2: “I love you to pieces, Valentine!”

Option 3: “I know the quickest way to your heart, Valentine!”


Problems with Amazon

If you have looked at the listings for Blood Ex Libris or Blood Demands on Amazon in the past months, you will notice the prices were strangely high and not my usual prices. No matter what I did on my end, I could not get the price I had set in KDP to show up on my page. It turns out Amazon has an “issue”  (ya think?!) with prices being listed as abnormally high and “they are working very hard to fix this.” (Not noticeably, since it’s still an issue halfway through February.)

Anyway, if you are an Amazon customer, and you see abnormally high prices, take a moment to let the seller know. (If you are a seller on Amazon, go check your prices! There may be a reason why sales have slumped for no obvious reason…!)

Anyway, I’m bringing this up because in the coming months I’m going to make a real shift to direct sales and minimizing Amazon links, because I can never tell when Amazon is going to do some shenanigans which destroy my sales goals for months at a time—which is just no way for me to grow my business to a sustainability level.

The ebooks are now entirely moved into KU, and my best audiobook sales are from Audible, so I cannot stop doing business with them entirely, but from this point forward, the best way to buy paperbacks is directly from me: and I will both be matching the Amazon price and also adding signatures to the books and swag to the packages—which you can’t get on Amazon!


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Get ready for Villaintine’s Day: teaser image 👀

I’m writing this through a horrific cold (which I’ve been bitching about over on Bluesky) and I could have just stayed in bed and continued binging Star Trek: TNG, but no, I have dragged my ailing ass over to the computer to write this for you. Be very glad emails cannot pass along germs, because this has been the Cold From Hell, and I hope you steer clear of it!

It all always bunches up 🙄

I have worked on both these new stories in the am’r world over very different months, but for some reason, they are both finally going to be available to read around the same time. “It never rains but it pours” and all.

I have worked on both these new stories in the am’r world over very different months, but for some reason, they are both finally going to be available to read around the same time. “It never rains but it pours” and all.

Firstly, you’ll be meeting Lady Ankaret Isobel L’Estrange Ruthven in the annual Villaintine’s Day Card. You haven’t met her yet, but she will be grabbing your attention by the short-n-curlies in the upcoming novella (which is still only titled “That Lesbian Vampire Pirates Story” and I’m starting to consider just shrugging and naming it “Friggin’ in the Riggin’” because a more useful name is just not coming to me…

You’ll get to see the whole thing on Friday!

Get ready for a special email in your inboxes on Friday February 14th, with the three cards to vote upon and choose a winner!

Avoiding Drama and Lessons Learned

Next up, the short story “Finding Bela Lugosi” (which, thank goodness, at least has a title!) is shortly coming back from the sensitivity editor, and then I can quickly turn it around and finally get it out into the world!

There’s a saga of a story behind this story. Go get a cup of something nice to drink, and settle in for it…

I had no plan to write another short story right now—I think we can all agree I need to be writing the fourth novel in the series! But I saw that a Bauhaus Anthology was happening, and if there was any fiction anthology I needed to be a part of, it was one devoted to the seminal goth band Bauhaus and their influence in helping to create the goth scene as we know it today (never mind their personal influence on me!)

However, I made a mistake and did not research deeply enough into the author who was creating this anthology. I have never, in decades of being published in anthologies, had any real trouble with the process.  

At first everything seemed OK. The guy writing it was very earnest and a little socially awkward, but hey, writer, right? None of us are overly well-adjusted.

He allotted the stories, and since I showed interest so early in the process, I got to choose Bauhaus’ most famous song. I was both psyched and overwhelmed.

He asked for a draft of the story to be turned around really quickly, so he could send it to Bauhaus to get their OK to do the anthology, to use their logo on the cover, etc. I told him I would drop everything and crank it out…if he would include me getting permissions to use the lyrics of “Bela Lugosi’s Dead” while it was with them.

So I took two weeks in September and did nothing else every day but get that story written. (Well, I walked Archie, obviously.) I figured, if Bauhaus liked my story, I might be able to get a blurb from a band member, and that was worth messing up my schedule!

Then I started seeing the editor having meltdowns on social media. This was not just “on the spectrum a bit” but really worrying…

I started checking in regularly, and he would always assure me the story was with Bauhaus, but when I inquired he would never give further details.

Suddenly, he announced that the book was going to be “published” in two weeks (which was months earlier than he had originally announced). I was now deeply concerned, because he still just had a rough draft from me, as I hadn’t been able to find a relevant sensitivity editor…


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Back to the story already in progress… When I contacted him, to remind him that my story was a rough draft and that I needed time to get him a final draft, he freaked out at me, told me I was “holding back” the anthology, and then kicked me out of it, and blocked me on all social media.

This was actually fine with me. Having nothing to do with the project was now an optimal solution. I wrote him an email stating firmly that he had kicked me out and that I required he not publish my story in his anthology, and grabbed screen shots of his incoherent ranting.

Because I had a bad feeling that he would not take the story out of the anthology.

And, for months, that was accurate. The listing he had put on Amazon (which was actually a pre-order page, not publication at all, so if he had just clarified that for me instead of kicking me out of the anthology, all that drama could have been avoided) never stopped having my name in it. Since I was blocked on social media and he wasn’t answering my emails, it was impossible to know what his publication plans were.

This was concerning on many levels, but mostly that Bauhaus had never seen my story or approved my use of some lines from the song. So I started trying to get in contact with Bauhaus’ management company.

And, for months, I’ve been slowly shuttled down from one company to another. None of them knows who has the rights to the song. The last email I received suggested an LLC which doesn’t even have a website or contact info. So I am feeling pretty good that I have done due diligence on that front. I will continue reaching out, of course, but after having spoken with a lawyer, there is no reason not to go ahead with publishing my story.

🎉 I will do the cover reveal after the Valentine’s email on the 14th. 🎉

I had looked into sending the editor a cease and desist letter, but happily, as of a few days ago, the page on Amazon was updated to remove my name and story, so I don’t even have to waste time and money on that.

This is, in the end, a total win for me. I have played with fire without getting burned and will go into all future anthologies much more cautiously. I now have a gorgeous story I would never have written otherwise, and I never lost the rights to it, and now do not even have to fight to get a rough version of it removed from the anthology.

Maybe someday, members of Bauhaus will come across it, read it, and I hope enjoy it. That would be most optimal. But, for now, you can read it and enjoy it, and that’s the most important thing.

Finally, a friend who knew about anthology sent me this video. It demonstrates pretty clearly that what happened was actually me getting off easy, and I’m lucky things did not get more serious. I urge everyone who is a writer to be wary of situations like this, and always do as much research on people as you can before getting into business relationships with them.

To end on a happier note, the presentation on being an indie author at Emerson College was a wonderful experience. The students were warmly welcoming, and I hope I have given them some actually useful knowledge. I have the first 15 minutes posted on YouTube, for people who are not part of the Emerson College’s Undergraduate Students For Publishing “Pub Club” and couldn’t get to see it live.

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Blood Eternal now available on Amazon! 🎉

This January has been a unique kind of busy, and I have my fingers crossed that February might be a little more sane 🤞 But hey, it’s keeping me out of trouble 😉

As you remember with the change of Blood Sine Qua Non to Blood Demands, changing a book’s title is one of the Dantean levels of hell. But I am delighted to announce that Blood Eternal (formerly Blood Ad Infinitum) is now available at Amazon

(Ingram is, of course, being a problem, but that’s just honestly not a surprise anymore 🙄)

I desperately need reviews, because I cannot move reviews over from the old Blood Ad Infinitum page. So if you have read the book under the old title, or if you’re finally sagging a copy of the book now, please take a moment to leave a review. I’ve talked in previous emails about how vital this is for indie authors. Amazon treats books differently the more reviews it gets. A few minutes from your day is really the difference between a book selling or not selling for us 🙏


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Raven to give talk at Emerson College on Friday

I already have butterflies in my tummy 🦋🦋🦋 This Friday I’ll be giving the presentation about being an indie author (along with the amazing Cecila Tan) at Emerson College. I will be getting video, so expect to see some clips of how it goes. Here is a graphic I made for it to illustrate the point of how people give indie authors advice like, “Oh, just get an audiobook made” (or “just do a podcast” is a common piece of advice) It’s super easy to give advice like that but it should never just be one line item on an author’s “To Do List.”

I honestly left a few steps off because I ran out of room…

The Terror

I just finished binging the amazing AMC show The Terror. I started watching on a whim, and then was like, why is this thing SO DAMN GOOD? Once I looked it up all became clear: it’s based on a Dan Simmons novel (that I now must read) and includes Ridley Scott among its executive producers. This first season is like a Patrick O’Brian novel smashed into the Predator franchise film Prey, and it’s about as perfect as television can get: amazing actors all giving it their best, amazing costuming and sets, and the FX is stupendous. Don’t miss this!

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Blood Eternal getting closer!

As those of you who were around for the title change on Book II (Blood Sine Qua Non ➡️ Blood Demands) will remember, changing a book title is a ridiculous process (and one I hope to never experience again after this!)

At least going through it the second time is a bit less overwhelming because I know what nonsense to expect. But please, all of you, cross your fingers for this one to go more smoothly than Blood Demands on the Ingram level.

Last time, Ingram messed up my name on their listing, as just “belasco.” I found it pretty quickly, and submitted that they change how the name was inputted, and after the usual thing where Ingram ignores your customer service request for a few weeks they finally did so. At the time of sending this email it is still not repaired, and so people who are looking for Blood Demands in non-Amazon places like B&N still can’t find it. Bookstores tell me “Ingram needs to fix it on their end,” and Ingram tells me, “It’s been fixed—bookstores need to update their systems” and rinse and repeat, with the problem never getting resolved.

So everyone, please cross your fingers for me that this time Ingram does not mess up the new book listing! 🤞🤞🤞

 In Conversation with Paulette Kennedy

If you remember the last newsletter, I was having a conversation about vampires with the brilliant author Paulette Kennedy. Well, it rocked even harder than I anticipated, and happily if you didn’t catch it live, it’s available for replay! It runs about an hour, so perfect for your drive or for playing while you do laundry or the dishes—or while settled into a luxurious hot bath.

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Follow me to friendlier skies 🦋

Unless you’ve been living under a very nice rock and ignoring all the news (which is a valid lifestyle option!) you’ll be aware that Meta has been and continues to be up to some shady, shady shit.

I am less and less enjoying spending time on Facebook (wading through ads and random other account’s posts to get to my friend’s posts is not my idea of a good time, nevermind how toxic the site is becoming) and Instagram is now just a work place for me. I can’t look at any content except “bookish” content, because it messes up the algorithm that determines who sees my posts, so even my scrolling through the app must be optimized for sales. If I pause too long over an adorable corgi skateboarding, there goes my carefully curated blah blah blah.

Bluesky has become the place where I really have fun. I was a pretty early adopter, but I didn’t really click with the place at first. Now, I count on it for some fun moments in my day. If you have a bsky account, give me a follow so I can share those happy moments with you!

Villaintine’s Day 2025 Update

For those of you who’ve been around for over a year, you’ll remember the Villaintine’s Day madness from last year. For those who are new, basically, I make Valentine’s Day cards for you featuring one of the villains from the Blood & Ancient Scrolls series, and you get to choose which you like best.

Here was the selection from last year:

“If evil, then why hot?”

“The things I’ll do to your ❤️, Valentine”

“Hey girl, I put the BIG in Big Bad”

This year will feature a surprise Baddie, from the upcoming still-untitled “lesbian pirate vampires” story, and she will be showing up in the fourth book in the series as well! So something to seriously look forward to in February!

 WIP update

If it seems like I spend all my time trying to learn marketing and doing the business stuff for the books, well, yeah, there is too much of that in my life. However, that doesn’t mean that writing isn’t happening (just not as fast as any of us would like.) Here’s the current status for all works-in-progress:

  • Blood Eternal — at Ingram, going through their system for as many weeks as that takes. Once Ingram announces it published, I can do the same over at Amazon. (There is an order, and it Must Be Done In That Order.) And then it will be available to buy!

  • Bela Lugosi’s Dead (short story) — with sensitivity editor

  • “lesbian pirate vampires” story — with reviewer before final revision (and I still need a damn title!) Cover reveal coming soon!

  • Book IV — to be resumed in March. Most research done and/or research materials acquired, so the story can just take off smoothly from the research runway and fly in the (hopefully) friendly skies of “pure imagination”

OK, this is shorter newsletter, because my every day this month has too many things for me to do in it. So I’m off to do those things, which will hopefully lead to me getting stories out in February…!

Looking at the analytics from previous newsletters, nobody is clicking on the music rec links, so I’m going to stop wasting time on that section. If this distresses you, hit reply to this email and tell me you want me to keep doing the music recs.

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Happy New Year! 🎉 Raven in conversation with Paulette Kennedy Jan 2nd 7pm EST 🤩

Table of Contents

TRYING THIS AGAIN: What do YOU want from this newsletter next year? POLL

What Those Stars Mean to Authors (and to Booksellers and Advertisers)

Actual really good stuff I’m not grumpy about 🤩

Also, in MORE chances for Raven to make a fool of herself in public… 😳

Music rec: GUNSHIP

So…last newsletter I put in a poll. AND NONE OF YOU DID IT. Not you. Nor you. Not even YOU, over there in the corner 🫵 I am calling out this nonsense, and asking you please to let me know what you want from this newsletter in 2025. Please? Just choose from the below…


Did you enjoy The Blood & Ancient Scrolls Series in 2024—or even before then? If you have derived pleasure from the books, but you haven’t had time to write a review, please do so 🙏🙏🙏

Indie authors survive mainly on reviews from readers like you. We do not have an agent or publisher doing marketing or promotion on our behalf, it’s just the writer—and the readers who support that writer. There’s not one book in my series that doesn’t need more Amazon reviews. Why? Because the more reviews a book has, the better Amazon treats that book: increasing placement in front of more new readers. It’s not an optimal system, because it leads to people paying for reviews in a desperate attempt to get ahead, and that means that people with “deep pockets” can have more successful books, no matter the quality of the writing.

I don’t have “deep pockets.” So I need every single one of you who loves this series to take a moment to drop me a review on Amazon. It doesn’t have to be an essay! Just a few lines mentioning one or two aspects of the book that touched you at the time of reading, or stayed with you since.

As for the matter of STARS. Here are two articles explaining why Amazon has skewed the rating system so that only 5-Star reviews are good for an author:

What Those Stars Mean to Authors (and to Booksellers and Advertisers)

5 stars is an A, A-, or even a B+. Great for authors. This means you enjoyed the book. It fulfilled the measure of its creation. Meaning that a romance isn’t judged as a general fiction, a teen story as an adult novel, or genre fiction as a literary novel. The 5-star novel was enjoyable, didn’t have any major plot holes, and the writing was good enough that you’d recommend it as a nice read. These 5-star reviews help balance the 1 and 2 star reviews from people who picked up the wrong genre or wanted sex in a clean book (or vice-versa). Or the picky reviewer who found one typo and therefore decided the entire book was poorly edited (if that was the case, EVERY published book would be junk). Five stars doesn’t mean the book has to be the best you’ve ever read, or even better than the last one you reviewed. It just has to be a good novel. This rating could also be given to a novel you would have rated only 4 stars but one feature (world-building, a character, or plot element) was so cool that you reward the author’s effort by giving them that extra star (and you can say this in the review).

4 stars is a B, B-, or even a C+ novel. Okay for authors, but if they have an overall rating more than 4 stars, keep in mind that you are taking down their rating. The 4-star rating is for novels that you liked but had at least one issue with. A plot hole that disturbed your reading enough that you didn’t enjoy the overall story. Maybe a few too many typos. Too much repetition. But you still found the story compelling enough to read in a short time and you enjoyed it. The novel doesn’t have to be the best one you’ve read in the genre, it just has to hold your attention. Think of yourself as a teacher giving a grade. Again, if you had been going to give the novel 3 stars, but something cools really stood out, give the author the benefit of the doubt—and the extra star.

3 stars is a C or a C-. So only average or NEUTRAL. You neither liked it or disliked it. This really is the kiss of death rating. The “okay” novel. If you give a novel this rating, there should be SERIOUS issues because, remember, many advertisers won’t accept novels with this overall rating. So the 3-star novel should be one you didn’t feel compelled to finish, or one whose overall plot didn’t quite make sense (and you feel wouldn’t make sense to others). This is a novel that you wouldn’t recommend unless it was the only thing someone had to read and they were stuck in an airport for two hours.

2 stars is a D or a D-. This is a novel that has at least three major negative issues and you feel these issues will prevent others from enjoying it at all. There are sex scenes in a supposedly clean novel, the character thinks about their college literature classes entirely far too much, or the character isn’t consistent. Maybe there are typos on every other page, or repeated use of wrong words. A 2-star rating could also be a book that you felt you really wanted to give one star to, but because it had some redeeming feature (great world-building, a character you really enjoyed), you gave it an extra star to encourage the author.

1 star means F. The author completely and utterly failed. You hated it totally and absolutely. That means there was no plot, it was riddled with grammar errors, and everything about it was boring, boring, boring. The author should throw the book away. Never give an author a one-star review unless you feel they really should give up writing and get a job at the local grocery instead.

Are my rating descriptions correct? You may not feel so when rating a book, but I bet you feel that way when reading reviews! And I assure you that’s what book advertisers and sellers see—and it’s certainly what those stars mean to authors (or most of them).

and

Because Amazon runs with an average and because 3 star reviews actually translate as negative, this is how to interpret the 1-5 star rating system:

5 Stars: probably only has 1 review, otherwise excellent
4 1/2 Stars: excellent
4 Stars: okay
3 1/2 Stars: crap
3 Stars: crap
2 1/2 Stars: crap
2 Stars: crap
1 1/2 Stars: crap
1 Star: crap

So if you think you are being “fair and honest” on Amazon, you may be hurting your favorite writers without intending to 🫤

(If you wonder why being an indie author makes me a bit grumpy, it’s shit like this that’s the cause. I would much rather you give the amount of stars you feel like giving, as the most logical thing. But Amazon isn’t logical, and I have to learn all this nonsense and then I have to beg people to give me 5-Star reviews just so they are not hurting my sales. It’s all frustrating and insane. But if I want to be an author, it’s the game I need to keep playing, so here we are.)

Actual really good stuff I’m not grumpy about 😁

On Thursday January 2nd 7pm EST (4pm PST) I get to have a conversation with the brilliant author Paulette Kennedy https://paulettekennedy.com/ and I honestly can’t express how excited I am. Paulette and I have so many interests and values in common, and we both seriously enjoy each other’s works. We are going to try and keep this as a serious discussion of vampire myth and history, so I will try to restrain myself from gushing about her work in the interview, but seriously, if you love thrillingly spooky history with a perfect feminist twist, you can’t go wrong with any of her books. (Yes, I have an author crush, OK?!) 🤩

Anyway, now that you know I have an author crush and I’ll be getting to talk to said object of my adoration, tune in on her page on Instagram Live to watch me desperately try not to make a fool of myself live and for all the world to see 😳

Also, in MORE chances for Raven to make a fool of herself in public… 😂

I’ve been asked to give a talk at Emerson College on January 31st about how to be a #IndieAuthor. This amuses me, as I really feel like I need another decade to do it really right…BUT, I definitely am ready right now to give the kind of talk I wish I had gotten, back when I was making the choice to live this dubious lifestyle. It’s mostly gonna be “Things You Should NOT Do As An Indie Author” with a smattering of “And You Should Be Aware Of These Things You Could Never Have Guessed,” tied up with a bow of “Here Are A Few Positive Assurances I Can Honestly Give You.” Hopefully, I will be able to help a new group of writers enter the indie publishing space with less painful lessons to learn the hard way, and I am seriously thrilled about that part.

Also thrilling is that the fucking fabulous author Cecilia Tan will be joining me in the talk, so it won’t just be me bitterly muttering about needing 5-Star Amazon Reviews, but their years of experience in dealing with this crazy profession as well. I know I will be taking notes!

I will post more information as we near the date. And it will also be recorded for replay online, for those of you who are just about to ask that…

I am also writing another article for Publisher’s Weekly (she says as if she’s all calm and not squeeing about this fact), so that basically my January eaten up—admittedly by wicked awesome things! I will have news about new stories in the Blood & Ancient Scrolls Series starting up in February, so keep on being patient with me, pretty please? More am’r really ARE on the way…


Music rec for this week comes from my dear friend Sara, who hipped me to GUNSHIP, which is like the best goth/industrial sounds of the 80s smashed with the best of the 90s, and all brought forward to be perfect for NOW. Here’s one of their brilliant albums, first in TIDAL, then Spotify


Thank you to everyone who got to the end of the newsletter: you fucking ROCK 🤘and I appreciate you! Until next time, BE GOOD OR BE GOOD AT IT! 😘

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The holidays are upon us! Merry Jólabókaflód 📖☕❄️

Table of Contents Holiday Edition 🎁

Jólabókaflód is the Icelandic tradition of giving and receiving books on Christmas Eve, and drinking hot cocoa and reading and being cozy together. It’s just the kind of tradition I love best, so that’s what I’m celebrating!

SALE info below 👇

If you are desperate for gift ideas, it’s not too late to give signed copies of my books! Just go to www.ravenbelas.co, order the books you like, and in the notes tell me the name to sign the books to, and their address. I will sign the books, wrap them in pretty paper, and ship them directly to the lucky recipient. The SALE aspect is that this point, getting the books there by Dec 25th will mean more expensive shipping, so I will eat that expense to get your gifts to your loved ones! 🎁📦📬

Here’s some of the wrapped books I’ve sent in previous years, to show you how lovely the results are:

Instagram post by @raven.belasco

If you have any questions, hit “reply” and I’ll be happy to answer them! 

You can also use Amazon, if you prefer. They are still offering delivery by Xmas day for paperback, but of course ebooks and audiobooks are very safe bets! (And a reminder: we are on ALL audiobook platforms except Spotify.)


“I LIKE BIG BULBS & I CANNOT LIE” 😂

On Sunday the 15th , I was back at Pandemonium for their Holiday Faire. It was a chaotic day, so I didn’t get as many great images as the Halloween one, but I still met some really cool people, and got word of the series out to more of the geeks, nerds, and other wonderfully unconventional folk of the Boston area.

Sadly, my spine issues have ramped up again, so while I do love interacting with bookish and/or geeky people, I had to grit my teeth as the hours of the event passed and my pain got worse and worse with each of them 😬🤕😵

I had ordered up a batch of bookmarks to hand out with each book I sold, and of course I ordered more than I actually sold, so I still have a batch of them. They are lovely: good weight, glossy, double-sided, and I had so much fun with the layout!

Aren’t they pretty?! Want one?

I thought, why not send these out to people who didn’t get a chance to get them for free before? So if you would like one, reply to this newsletter, and I will get one right out in the mail to you—there’s time enough for USPS to deliver it before you open the books waiting for you under the tree (or wherever your gifts are placed.)

I do want to thank each and every one of you. For so many things! For buying my books (often multiple releases, or in multiple formats) and supporting my efforts to make writing a self-sustaining career for me, for staying subscribed to this newsletter and reading my ramblings and putting up with my efforts at learning email marketing, and for clicking over to paid links to support me or videos on various social media. I put off doing a newsletter for so long, but actually, knowing you are reading these, that I have a core of caring and supportive friends like you—it means this newsletter does more for me than promoting my books. Thank you so much for being the best newsletter subscriber—and friend—that a writer could ever hope for! 💝


I did some images with Santa I took a few years ago, before the books had the new covers. I now have to go through and update the covers on all the images (Santa and I are both too busy this year to reshoot it! 😂) and that’s a project for this week, so I won’t bother you with an email once I get them done, but if you want to see them all they’ll go up on my IG and FB and Tiktok later this week. Here is one without the updated covers, so you can get a hint of the silliness…

Santa just got to THAT sex scene. You know, the one halfway through Chapter 2…


I started the Cool Yule Holiday Playlist long before there were playlists. I got into jazz and blues junior year of high school, and for one Christmas I was gifted with the Jass Records “Santa Claus Blues” compilation CD, and it quickly became my most important holiday tradition. I would cook holiday meals listening to that album, and decorate the tree, and wrap gifts. It was the perfect sound of my holiday: no Mariah Carey or WHAM! or other Mall Xmas songs!

It’s out of print. I don’t think you can actually buy a copy anymore

But there were a limited number of songs on the CD. (Although I do have the original CD in a box somewhere, it was ripped to my computer and has been carefully put into every phone since, so I never have an Xmas without it!) Once the option of playlists came into my life, I added more songs to the original ones, and now I have ten solid hours of holiday tunes (now expanded to include other genres that I think nicely fit the musical theme) that will take me through cooking, tree trimming, and wrapping.

If you are looking for something a bit different this holiday, I’m sharing a bit of my world with you 💖

(Or Spotify, if you prefer🎄)

There won’t be another newsletter until the New Year, so I hope you all have PERFECT holidays, no matter what or how you celebrate. Until next time, be good or be good at it! 😘

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Finally! My first article in Publisher’s Weekly BookLife has come out and I can share it!

This is a really big deal for me. My parents were both in publishing, and there was always a Publisher’s Weekly sitting on the counter in the kitchen, so my mom could read it while cooking. (You know those old school feminists who were super-capable and held down full-time jobs and raised kids and also somehow cooked and kept the house clean? Yeah, it’s hard to live up to that 🙄😂😭)

Anyway, for those of you who aren’t writers, it shares a bit about my writing process and my journey to be where I am right now.

But mostly, just please celebrate with me! I lift a glass of your favorite beverage with you! 🥂


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I put in a massive effort to built this part ad/part homage to Agatha All Along, which if you haven’t seen it yet — OMG, start watching it IMMEDIATELY. Anyway, this is just here because I really pushed my video editing skills to make this…but I don’t think most people understand that I am creating all my ads myself, and DAMMIT, I want credit for it, because it’s a huge amount of work and always pushing me to learn new skills (which of course is painful, because learning curves.)

Also, the super cool thing here is that talented singer Nina Hungerland kindly sang a version of the song from Agatha All Along, “Ballad of the Witches’ Road” that I had rewritten to be “Ballad of the Vampires’ Road.” So this isn’t just about my slowly and painfully increasing video skills, but also about her amazing voice!

Instagram post by @raven.belasco

To everyone who made it this far, you’re fucking amazing! Until next time, be good or be good at it! 😘

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Raven’s birthday thoughts 🎂

Another stuffed-to-bursting newsletter, so here’s what’s below:

🎂 Birthday thoughts

🌎 My statement on current events

🐹 The Solitary and Crepuscular Jerboa

🩸🩸🩸 Blood Triad Review by the Wandering Scribe

🎧 Music recommendation (this one’s particularly good!)

With no further ado, let’s get going!

First just a little note to make sure that my email address is saved in your address book so it doesn’t end up in a spam filter. I have some great newsletters planned in the coming months, so you don’t wanna miss ‘em!

I wish this email could be all birthday joy and celebration, but this is a hard year and a hard birthday for me.

Firstly, as you may remember, my beloved dog Cairngorm died last year on my birthday (that would be today) and so I just haven’t had any celebration in me. I still miss him, as wonderful as Archie is, and I will never stop missing his indignant, demanding little self.

Our final day together, this day last year

Secondly, the company is just not doing well. For those of you reading this, you are the wonderful and cherished few who are supporting me, and I value you so very much. But there are not enough of you, and I have spent this exhausting year trying to figure out why. The problem is: I am not adequately getting across my message of how good these books are and how much people need to read them. I have tried a billion different versions of “messaging” over this past year, and nothing has yet worked. What I really need is guidance from experts in marketing and promotion, but of course that costs money, and to get really good people that costs more money. This is one of my several main goals in the coming year – to find someone who is both an excellent promoter and who believes in the books.

But that’s a very aspirational hope, because right now I am scrambling to pay the bills every month, and just hoping to cling on and survive while I find funding. I’m not gonna lie, things are dire financially right now, and it adds to my complete lack of desire to celebrate in this moment.

If you want to see me keep this company going (by which I mean, if you want more books in the Blood & Ancient Scrolls series), and you can find a few extra minutes in your day, here’s what you can do to support:

1.) Request that your local library carry my books and/or audiobooks (Here’s an article on how to do that.) This is really wonderful for me (and other readers) as the library can order my book through Ingram/Overdrive, and so I get paid but then the book is available for everyone to take out. I cannot say enough how much I love my books being in libraries. (I will put all relevant info you might need at the bottom of this section.)

2.) Buy a book or two for a friend or relative as a gift – the best option is if you request the book(s) through your local bookstore, as they will often stock a few more copies at the same time. Or you can send a gift of the ebook or audiobook on your preferred platform. If you would like signed copies, order from https://ravenbelas.co/ (Also, if you put in a request for it, I will wrap them in festive paper and mail out the books directly to the recipient in good time to get there for the holiday/event in question.)

3.) If you’ve read my books but haven’t left a review, PLEASE leave a review. It’s really hard to get reviews without paying for them these days (and it’s expensive to do so) so this is really a gift which keeps on giving. You don’t need to write a thesis paper or anything, just select the stars you’d like to rate the book and then mention a thing or two that you enjoyed about the story or the series as a whole. Amazon is the most useful place for reviews to be left and you don’t have to have bought the book through them to leave a review!)


Of course, there’s yet another reason why this year’s birthday is not something I have much oomph to celebrate….

For those who don’t follow me on IG or TT, you may not have seen the reel I put up following the election. If you have not, and you want to know where I stand, here it is:

Instagram post by @raven.belasco

The Solitary and Crepuscular Jerboa

I think we do all need some lightness in our days as well, so here is a video I made about the guest appearing character in Blood Ex Libris, you know, the little ridiculous creature?

And the jerboa just jumps onto the page…

Since this is the newsletter, you guys get some proper background to enjoy, not just a 90-second reel. So, our wee friend the jerboa was not in the first or even third draft of BXL. But after I had started building up my impressive pile of rejection letters from agents and publishers, I took to heart the advice from one of them, that the start of the story was not thrilling enough.

I mean, of course it’s not thrilling. Noosh is under-challenged, stagnant, living a half-life. It’s pretty hard to make that thrilling, but it’s the starting point to her journey, so what can be done? It’s vital to the story that I show clearly how unthrilling her life was to start, so that you are all invested as things become more and more thrilling. The obvious answer was to do an “in media res” [into the middle of a narrative] flash-forward prologue to the more thrilling time. But…somehow not do any spoilers!

Noosh’s need to have those embarrassing kee rest breaks was the perfect opportunity. It immediately humanizes her, while contrasting with the inhumanly violent situation she has just found herself in. And the jerboa? I’m not entirely sure. I had already entirely lost control of my characters by that point, so it just bounced in and decided to go potty in my prologue 😂 I’m not even surprised by this stuff anymore, I don’t fight it and it’s all good.

(Mind you, putting that prologue in still didn’t land me with one of the Big Five. But with the state of publishing being what it is today, I’m not sure that I would be in a better financial situation right now even if I had. I certainly wouldn’t have had the control to make the audiobooks with Amber Benson, and everyone of you who has listened to Blood Ex Libris and Blood Demands as read by her knows that that she was the best possible actor for the job, so I can’t regret that.) You can watch on YouTube or Instagram.


Blood Triad Review from the Wandering Scribe

I did an interview with the fantastic Gabriel Garcia a few months back, and this past week he posted his review of Blood Triad:

Instagram post by @raven.belasco

I really appreciate his kind words and thoughtful review. And if you haven’t grabbed your copy of Blood Triad yet, this is your call to do just that! 📢


🎧 The Music Rec this week is the multi-talented artist Ren and his video for Money Game Part 3. Get ready to be rocked to the core by his raw talent and the truth of his message. Also, like me, he has a chronic illness (Lyme in his case), and he really inspires me that despite how much my illness holds me back, that there is a chance I can get the kind of reach and fandom that he has 🤞

To everyone who made it this far, you’re fucking amazing! Until next time, be good or be good at it! 😘

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